I think the worst part about a break up isn’t the loneliness; it’s knowing there is someone out there who knows how incredibly weird you are that you no longer trust.
it’s crazy to think How much can change in 1 year.
this time last year I was preparing to leave a 3.5 year relationship because I knew I deserved more than what I was getting. I wasn’t fulfilled and I knew I didn’t see myself marrying someone who did not know how to love me. fast forward to today and I’ve met an amazing man who is on the same emotional and spiritual journey as me. We are not having sex yet because I want to wait until I’m 100% sure about everything before I give myself to him and he is okay with that. We literally talk about everything. He’s opened up to me completely about his past and I’ve done the same. We have no secrets. Nothing we talk about is off limits and It is the most amazing feeling ever. To be that open and honest with someone and be free of judgement is such a foreign concept to me because I had to walk on eggshells about my feelings in my last relationship, but it’s so beautiful and freeing to not have to do that with him. He accepts me as I am. I sincerely hope that god sent me a blessing and that I’m not being naive about it. I haven’t felt this way about a guy in so long and I pray that I’m right about him..
yea so I was wrong about him he turned out to be a bitch ass nigga who was playing me lmaoooo